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WOWOWWOWOWOWO OKAY OKAY IT'S BEEN SO LONG I FORGOT HOW TO LAYOUT dA JOURNAL HUEUEHUEHUEHEU
HOW ARE YA ALLLLL???? I've recently been having dA feels HAHAHA! Cuz I dealt with the 500 mesages in my inbox (thank *bairu and ~akion-totocha on Skype for convincing me to check dA) and WOW SHAME ON ME, SOME MESSAGES WERE VERY PRECIOUS ASDHASJDSAKLDSJA
AWESOME OPOSSUM GIFTS
OF COURSE let's start with the most important topic...
FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU FOR TAKING TIME TO POST A GREETING ON MY WALL DURING MY BDAYYY LAST NOV 4!!!!!!!!! YEP YEP it totes made me guilty OMG lookit me, not minding my dA cuz busy huuhuhu but these people shooo awesome still post ;A;\\\ ANDDD THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO GAVE ME BDAY GIFTSSS :"D
HORI.SHAKS. REALLY. THIS MODEL IS SO LEGIT ASKLDJAKSLDJLSA When my parents brought in the cake, my sisters gave me this 3D model as a present OMGOMGOMOMDFGM SO LEGIT OKA. HOW DID THEY LEARN HOW TO MOLD AN ALL OMGOGMGOMG THEY'RE GENIUSES SODFMSDOFMSDFMP!!!!!!!!!! I did not even ask em for a 3D model of Musketeer Olivierrrr ;A;\\\ So I was so shocked aaaaah!!! So I can play around with it during my free time AWYEEEEE!!!
I WANT TO MAKE THIS MY NOTEBOOK COVER DESIGN AND SHOW IT OFF TO STARBUCKS!!! Thanks ~UmaYorokobi for making time to draw foarmii ;n;\
YOU KNO GAIZ, I LIEK HOW YOU ACTUALLY GET BEYFANTASY OLIVIER'S COLORS RIGHT OMG!!!! I sometimes get it wrong ROFLROFLROFL!!!!
LET US NOT FORGET THAT FACE THAT LAUNCHED A THOUSAND--- ROFLROFLROFL I was shocked that ~akion-totocha ACTUALLY was making a Beyfantasy Vagabond Yuriy cosplay ;A;\\\ I found out about it when she posted stuff on Twitter AKLSJDKLASDJKSADJLASJ!!!!!! Oh nuuuu, might troll me on Skype next timeee ;A;\\\\
So before Nov, I was checking my messages and saw a few gifts OMG I haven't faved ;A;\ AND I SAW THIS CUUTIE MLP-LIKE OLIVIER!!!
GREAT! Now you reminded me that I was supposed to talk about MLP in a new journal entry > : ((((( OH WELL~ Will do it next time when I'm in the feeeelz >w<\
THANK YOU FOR THE CONTINUOUS SUPPORT FOR THE BEYFANTASY!!! Even when I'm away, you guys still make fanarts and talk about it (even on tumblr and twitter). It makes my heart warm and I get pretty nostalgic about it ;w;\\\
New BEYFANTA OCs makes me sooo hyper I totes show it to whoever is beside me everytime I check HEUHEUEUEHU!!!! REALLY OMG!!! I super am proud of yer creations asjdklasjdkasldjas. A super THANK YOU to for hosting a Beyfantasy themed contest in one round (HEIII, WRY U NOT INFORM ME??? I FOUND IT MAHSHELFFFF) I'd totally join the BB-tourney if I had time :"D But I'd prolly be that lame teammate who just warms the bench and observes/sleeps during rounds.
Sooo I had a short break........ for around 2-3 weeks. I used it for cosplay and meeting up with friends ya xDD But now I'm back in school ;_;\
It's actually my last semester as an undergraduate :">>>> Hope I grad with flying colors and hope I survive this honors program u_u
Well............... I've also been watching Otome Animes .-. (I watched other animes, but this journal will be so flooded so next time)
I'm not very fond of Otome games (but I know a lot of people who are!!!) So I watched a few animes... It started with...
Uta no Prince-Sama
After watching the Opening (cuz one of my friends were about to cosplay em sooo yea) I was like "WOW, THESE BOYS GOT GUTS. I WONDER WHAT THIS IS ABOUT?"
YA YA YA I WAS LAUGHING ROFL!!!
Then I checked an "Oh... idol idol stuffs... a lot of animes are like that... oh and it's a harem show eh..." I watched the first episode for a taste test...
OKAY, THEY LEGIT SING. IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO HAVE EM INSERT THIS SONG AT EPISODE 1 SLAJDSKLAJSA!!! Oh, they have a song IN EVERY EPISODE 8Dd
Voices are beautiful and the story of season 1......... SEASON 1 was very very good. AND!!! I didn't really get annoyed by the heroine, Haruka Nanami..... IN SEASON 1!!!!! Uhm... Season 1 was more of a "Group of Friends helping each other" thing... not much of that "Harem, babe, come on let's get along she's mine" thing. Which made it very good IMO XDDD AND THE SINGING!!! SINGINGGGG!!!!!!!
Really tho, I am one who gets annoyed by shallow anime and before watching this I was pretty annoyed by "many guys one girl" shows (cuz it's like they're under a spell HAHAHA) but this.... just WOW! I'm not surprised it's actually a hit
My favorite character in season 1 is Masato Hijirikawa.
I think I'll be like him if I turn into a guy? Lovelife wise I guess HAHAH XDDD And I just LOL cuz he's all serious and proper and modest and prof/sensei-type....... until he sings... so gently with tenderness~ AHAHAHA!!! I LOVE HIS SINGING VOICEEE
Sooo... Season 2...... was okay... but the heroine started acting dumb in some parts and she was just literally getting tossed around .-. BUT THE BEST PART OF SEASON 2 WAS............ EPISODE 1
QUARTET NIGHT ASKLJDSKLADJASJL!!! Yea they're the senpais 8Dd MY FAVORITE IN THE WHOLE THING IS KUROSAKI RANMARUUU!!!!! Actually my first impression of him was "ROFL LOOK AT HIM OMG HE LOOKS LIKE A MONSTERRR!!!" But IDK I eventually became fond of him ;A;\ AND I FINALLY DECIDED I LIKED HIM AFTER READING HIS ROUTE IN THE GAME!!! I also like his voice <33
Oh, and EVERYONE loves Ai Mikaze (especially his route LOL)
Season 2 was also good, but not as great as season 1. This anime puts a smile on your face hueheu >w Aryt, so that Otome anime wasn't so bad... I decided to look at...
It started when me and my sisters were playing TinierMe and there was this... game thing that is Amnesia themed. So we sorta liked the designs and stuff. Eventually my cosplay friends told me I looked like Heroine and were suggesting I'd cosplay her. I told em I'd see the show and decide. I watched and... well... Watch the first few episodes, watch the last few episodes... THEN you'll understand the show. Objectively, I'd understand why people call this show/game "Overrated" and "Disappointing"
BUT YOU KNOW I AM ADDICTED TO THIS OMG!!! I don't know why I like it sooo much ;A;\\\ Ok wait, I think I have reasons... I like the plot. The story and plot is actually good (mystery and supernatural) I think the narration of it was just the thing that made people disappointed. The plot twist was PRETTY WIN!!! I didn't spoil myself about this so I watched the anime with a clean mind HAHA! The Heroine's interactions with the guys was also very sweet (other otome games, you just can't stand looking at the heroine x Someone. But this, you CAN actually see her getting along with the other guys). The designs of the characters are also nice and pretty unique.
Some people bash the Heroine, but I can't really blame her given her amnesiac condition. I think she was wise enough to play safe and observe her surroundings first. I really find her as a good and wise character
My favorites are, of course, Heroine...
Ukyo (WILL NOT ELABORATE cuz spoilers)
and Ikki (NOT ELABORATE TOO!!! IDK, the plot twists of this story is really good oka!!!)
Oh... and nobody likes Toma .-.
NOP. NO LIKEY.
I like this so much I am tempted to buy a super duper original version of this!!!........... but I can't read japanese .-.
ANYWAY!! I think I'm adding the heroine to my cosplays 8Dd Next... I tried watching... Diabolik Lovers
WARNING!!! THIS SHOW. EW. CAN BE R-18
It's basically about 6 vampires and one girl who they keep as a bloodbank LOL. wELL, I can't really see it as an "Otome Anime" anymore.. because it's full of FEMALE ABUSE. The vampires are wild, lack self-control, and love cornering her.
Naturally, people bashed the heroine, Yui.
At first I was also slightly bashing her for -allowing- the guys to just do stuff... BUT THEN I realized.... wow... poor girl. She's really, literally cornered. The dudes can teleport, they also have super strength and super speed IDK everything Edward except the kira kira. So one wrong move and they really can kill her. It's also NOT her fault that she had to live with the vampires. One thing tho; she sorta had chances of escaping, but I guess she didn't even try out of fear maybe? Either way I say we can't really blame her. Poor girl.. this show sucks .-. One ONE character is an angel. AND OMG THEY RUINED ANOTHER CHARACTER IN THE ANIME!!! (he was supposed to be good in the game.)
Well the game... I heard that only TWO guys have a cool ending with her (true love and all). All the others treated her like trash, a pet, food, blood bank and she just gave into em. Sorta like that.
I wouldn't understand why other people like this show/game. It's totally abuse .-.
My new best friend's (HAHA!!! I MADE A NEW ONE!!! MAI SINBAD-SAMA ISH AWESOMEE OKAAAA [if you saw in twitter]) favorite Otome game/anime is "Hakuoki" and so I decided to give it a watch.
WOW. THE HEROINE "Chizuru" IS FINE. SO FINE. SO OKAY. She doesn't get in the way and she doesn't cause peopel trouble. When they tell her to "run away" she does. She doesn't go all moe and stand there in the middle of the battlefield. She also is useful for her skills in medicine. Another thing is that the guys are TREATING HER WELL!!!! No force kissing, no cornering, no whatever. It's sort of like affection for her (which she totes deservesss!!!)
Hakuoki can be like... part-otome because the focus is on the plot rather than the relationships. I also like how the anime art is very very close to the game art (which is BEAUTIFUL). Uhm.. I don't like how Chizuru is drawn...
BUT I'D RATHER AN OKAY/COOL/NICE HEROINE WITH A "SO-SO" FACE THAN A "KAWAII PRETTY, GODDESS, MOST BEAUTIFUL, FAIREST OF EM ALL" Otome heroine who is a brainless burden .-.
Yep yep!! Then I looked at reviews of the game/anime and Hakuoki is pretty successful!!! I wouldn't be surprised. I think it's the most successful Otome game/anime so far. Utapri is rising tho HAHA! I haven't finished Hakuoki yet tho .-.
SOOOOOOOO Due to my submerging in such anime/games... I have been thinking of this for a looong time...
Beyfantasy Otome Game
AWYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE So it starts out with the HEROINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH, since this is Otome-themed... HEROINE IS YOU!!! So... You often spend time with your best friend, Takao. But Onee-san Lei always comes in the way, telling you that you should go home.
Takao: HEY! We're not yet done training!! Lei: Come now, you shouldn't hang around other guys after dusk. You: B-but!! Lei nee-san Lei: Onee-san is just taking care of you
Lei then cooked dinner for you cuz his home-cooked meals are always DA BEST 5EVA!!!! He then tucks you in bed.......... and then.............
you eventually fall asleep! The next day, you come out to look for Takao for some sword training again. You didn't want to wake Lei onee-san up because he might just lecture you about how you should stay home while he's asleep. But you meet the young genius neighbor next door, Kyoujuu. He's so smart, you couldn't say a thing!!!
Kyoujuu: Hello! How are you? Did you know that in 44 days, it's already Christmas? And in here we celebrate Christmas like Valentine's? AH! Sorry, It's a habit to blurt out random things like that. It's a very interesting discovery I found while Goggling.a OH! You have not eaten yet? I know a place that has just opened!
Kyoujuu then grabs your hand and takes you to the newly opened restaurant in town. When you get there, you accidentally step on a spot some dog peed on so YOU SLIP!!! AAAAAAAAGHHH!!! SOOO SLIPPERY NUUUUU!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO SLIP ON SUCH A GROSS THING!?!?!?! But before you fall on your butt...
YOU ARE SAVED BY A VERY CHARMING WAITER!!!! Turns out he is also the chef in the restaurant!!! His name is Olivier. The glass of wine he was carrying almost fell and broke, but he was able to catch it in time!!!
Olivier: I apologize for that mess, dear miss. I shall call the janitor to clean that up ASAP!!! You: A-AH!!! NO!!! I was the one being clumsy!! I was not looking where I was stepping!!! Olivier: No no, you are the customer, our very special guest! I shall prepare parfait for a lovely lady like you for free!!! Kyouju: HEY!!! It's--- Olivier: AND your friend. That's two parfaits coming up!!!
You and Kyoujuu are then seated on a table as you wait for your order. On the other table, you see a handsome blonde who seems to be popular among the ladies. He notices you and approaches with confidence.
Giancarlo: Hello lady~ My name is Giancarlo, what is yours? You: Uhm... I'm ____ Giancarlo: Beautiful name~ Would you like to hangout sometime? Maybe now? I have my yacht waiting and we can rent a private-- Kyoujuu: OH!! We should be going, uhh Giancarlo: But the chef has not yet served the parfait. That will be a little offensive wouldn't it? Olivier: It can't be helped. Giancarlo is always acting like that
Giancarlo then holds you on the cheek and comes closer as a bunch of rabid fangirls RAEG at you cuz 5 guys are wanting to.... get to know you more...!!! Suddenly...
Ralf: Giancarlo, stop that behavior at once!
The restaurant's manager, Ralf a super duper Beyfanta level billionaire, scolds Giancarlo for his clingy behavior. Ralf then approaches you, takes you by the hand and turns his back on Giancarlo.
Ralf: Such behavior is not permitted in this restaurant. Your table manners are deplorable!!!
You attempt to say something but Ralf is just so tall and he looks so good and handsomeee in that tuxedo outfit OMG SENPAI NOTICE ME!!! Not to mention... his CANE is very very very very pretty and well-made!!! It's also sooo long that you can't go back to Olivier, Giancarlo and Kyoujuu cuz it's blocking the way. (Olivier serves the parfaits to Kyoujuu anyway as he has to stay out of courtesy LOL)
Outside, you are greeted by a familiar voice... You look and you realize that IT'S YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIEND MAX!!!
Max: HEY!!! WHATSUPPP??? The last time we saw each other was when we were... nine? How are you??? I see you grew up to be really cute! Do you have a boyfriend already? I hope not! HAHAHA! I'm just kidding! You: What's up with the clothing? Have you been travelling? Max: I returned to my hometown remember? After all, we only stayed by each other for 3 years here HAHAHA! Also!! My friends came to visit this place, I told them about how I lived here and how I got a cute girlfriend... I MEAN!!! GIRL FRIEND!! With a space!!! Yes that! Let's enter the gym!
You and Max entered the gym to find a bloody, beaten fighter that was tossed to the ground.
You: OH NO!!! ARE YOU OKAY??? Rai: Hi, my name is Rai. Just thought I'd let you know because I don't know how/when I can introduce myself. Anyway, as you can see I'm not fine. I have a bleeding forehead and my ankle is twisted real good. I also run out of chakra and all that. I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!!! You: NO!! You can't stand up! We have to treat your wounds first!!!
You decide to bandage all the injured parts of his body and after a while he talks...
Rai: Why did you do that even though I yelled at you?? You really are kind...
In the distance, the celebrity Michael approaches.
Michael: I knew you couldn't stand a chance against me!! For that, let me take this girl. That is +1 fan for me, and -1 for you!!! Rai: NO!! She's my friend!! You can't do that!!! Max: Take it easy guys!!! Michael: After all, ladies like strong men. They like winners, people who are.... not like you!
Before Rai could toss a punch on Michael's bishie face, there's an explosion and the glass breaks. IT WAS SO STRONG THAT THE IMPACT MADE YOUR FRAGILE BODY FLY AWAY!!! You were so scared and helpless you just closed your eyes!!! When you opened your eyes... you saw...
Yuriy: Greetings!!! I have come to continue my hobby/job and I am kidnapping this girl for mysterious reasons!!! Bye.
And Yuriy, the Vagabond flew away and brought you to headquarters.
Yuriy: I got the girl Boris: I see!!! OH! He was right! She is really very cute, pretty, petite, helpless, adorable, nice, kind, weak, silent, moe and all that!!! Yuriy: Let me prepare the room, be sure to guard her well and not let her escape.
Yuriy turns to walk away.... but he looks back at you with his beautiful, blue and seemingly innocent eyes... from head to toe... and back to the head... and back to the toe... and then to the head.. before he enters the room. You don't know why, but it looks like he blushed upon looking back at you. He sure is silent. You wonder why he is so!
When Yuriy leaves, it seems that Boris is a little on the mad side. He then corners you to the wall and takes out his DAGGER!!! OH NO OMG NOT HIS DAGGER!!! AAAACK!!!
Boris: Hey!!! ARE YOU SCARED??? HAHAHA! YOU LOOK SO CUTE WITH THAT FACE!!! You: Uhmm... please, stop!!! Boris: WHAT? ARE YOU NOT AFRAID? WHY DON'T YOU RUN AWAY???
You are itching to run away, but Boris just looks so cool and deep inside. Deep down inside you know he is a good person. You then prove this faith in him by staring at him without moving a muscle. Boris then stares back at you.... also not moving a muscle......... Boris: (what's wrong with this girl? She's the first to not show fear of me... all my life people ran away from me. Why this time... what is this feeling?)
Before Cupid could hit his arrow, a gentle and pleasant voice interrupts. It looks like their boss, Brooklyn.
Brooklyn: Good evening, miss. I apologize for the rowdy behavior of my men.
You look up at him and he looks so much like a gentleman.. a prince!!! The way he holds your hand is also so tender and he makes sure that he is at the right walking pace as you. He then escorts you to a mysterious room. He then tells you a story as you walk.
Brooklyn: A long time ago, there's a story about a God and a Goddess that worked together 24/7 to create a world. Eventually something happened and the God raged and decided he would use that power to destroy the world. The Goddess countered this and used her powers of creation to save the world. You are wondering why you were brought here. It's because... you have a mysterious power that can either destroy or save the world. You are the reincarnation of that goddess. You: What? Me?? (YOU'RE SO SURPRISED OMG YOU'RE SPECIAL ALL ALONG!!! OMGOGMGOMGMO YOU HAVE POWERS?!?!?!) But Brooklyn-san... I am a mere normal girl. I was never able to do anything magical or destructive or kira kira. Brooklyn: That's because your powers will only work when you rejoin the God of Destruction... Without him, your powers are contained...
As you and Brooklyn reach the room. He locks it and becomes quiet
You: B-Brooklyn-san? Are you alright? (You approach him and hold him on his broad and majestic shoulder)
Brooklyn's costume suddenly turns into a different color...AND HE GRIPS YOUR NECK!!!
Brooklyn: YOU SEE, I AM THE GOD OF DESTRUCTION!!! AND IN ORDER FOR ME TO FULFILL MY PROPHECY OF RAEG, I HAVE TO GET YOU ON MY SIDE!!!! NOW JOIN ME!!! You: Y-Yamete... Brooklyn-san!!! (You try to talk to him, but his grip on your neck is just soo powerful that you start seeing stars... and his scary eyes)
You're about to lose consciousness, until he drops you because some flame passed and it's like you were carried by a beam of light of shining hope!!! You glance and see an unknown ninja.
Ninja: I will protect you You: Who are you? Ninja: A friend Brooklyn: HAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!!! YOU DARE FIGHT ME? ROFLROFLROFLROFL!!!
BUT WITH THE SPEED OF LIGHT!!! The ninja rushes and STABS BROOKLYN!!!! Brooklyn then falls to the ground.
Brooklyn: Why.... I am defeated...??? It can't be!!! Kai: Well... you just said your powers will work when you're united with the Goddess. So technically you don't have powers so yea.
The ninja looks back at you. you wonder why those red, piercing eyes are so familiar. They are fierce but then they also seem nostalgic. The ninja walks closer to you and you also walk closer to him. Before someone could say a word... the ninja boy immediately went to your side and then... YOU HEAR A GUNSHOT!!!!!
You look and Yuriy used his gun to shoot... AT YOU!! BUT THEN NINJA BOY COVERED YOU SO HE SHOT AT THE NINJA BOY!!!! Yuriy then flees so you don't know why he was aiming for you and not the ninja boy... and the ninja boy weakens and falls on his knees. Before he could entirely collapse, you hold him in your arms.
You: You... you saved me... why??? Ninja: You really don't remember? Legend has it that the Goddess had very loyal guardians. These men were brave warriors and they swore to protect their lady. Among the men is a person in solitude. He was never really accepted by the others and lived a life in the shadows. But... the Goddess showed him kindness and took care of him...
I am the ninja warrior.. and you are my Goddess...
You suddenly tear up for reasons unknown. But you decide to listen further
Ninja: One day, the God became very disappointed with humankind that he decided he would destroy the world. No amount of convincing would stop him... You continued to protect the world anyway... And when he was about to destroy you as well, I cast a magic spell that would allow everybody to reincarnate rather than get destroyed...
The ninja in your arms then start to shed tears as he trembles. You hold him closer.
Ninja: I have... always waited for this moment... I hoped to find you in this world... and now that I have... I am happy... to see you... even if I will die anyway...
You: NO!!! DON'T SAY THAT!!! You could have saved the storytelling after I brought you to the clinic!!!
Ninja: No... it's also my end anyway...
The building suddenly shakes and it's about to collapse. The ninja struggles with his last breath as he says..
Ninja: This place is going to fall apart... You have to go now... You: NOOO!!! I will not leave you!!! We should survive this together!!! I don't even know your name!! Kai: Wow... you still don't remember? ....I am a man in love with you...
You break into tears and bring him closer as you feel his body losing the heat... Ninja: My name is... SUDDENLY--- YOU WAKE UP!!!
Takao: Eh? Were you having a bad dream? You: WTH TAKAO!?!?!? WTH WTH ARE YOU DOIN HERE WTH?! Takao: You were twisting and turning and saying weird things so I decided to watch you. It's about time you had to wake up... Here, have a glass of water
You have mixed feelings about the whole thing... so [What do you do?] [ ] Accept the glass of water [/] Punch Takao in the face for ruining your dream
------------------- END OF JOURNAL!!! Aryt........... see you guys >w<\\\ heuheuh~